Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Vent and tears

I am not happy, that you're happy. Clearly, I should find my footing away from where I am constantly at. I truly hate where I am at this point. I neither feel here nor there. But I feel my emotions scattered. I knew this would happen, but I could not resist the temptations. I'm always there, but never should be there. I wish I could rip myself out of everyone's life. I so wanna curl up and cry. I promised not to get tangled. But I broke my own rule. What is wrong with me? At times I feel the constant choke, but at times I feel the need for constant attention.


I want to tear up. Sometimes my heart don't match my mouth. 

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