Back again

I Believed

I believed in you,

I believed in your words,

I believed in your vision,

I believed in your understanding,

I believed in your care,

I BELIEVED in your love,

Where are you now?

Where are your truths?

Where are your thoughts?

Where is your understanding?

Where is your compassion?

Where is your love?

Hurt

Do you know what hurts ?

It is to watch you fade away further and further from me,

It was to endure the pain of loving and caring for you,

It was to feel the already fragile heart be broken again,

It is to still pray for your well being although you are so far,

It is to hold out my hand but get in return the hands of so many but you,

It was the crying silently at night all by myself,

It is you who made my life ruins again, my loved one.

I am only trying to keep myself strong for you,

But I am constantly breaking because of what you do,

Am I afraid to let go ?,

Yes, I am,

Am I afraid of staying on ?

Yes, I am,

Please help me through this,

Don’t let my only crime loving you,

This relationship doesn’t involve u alone…it involves both of us…