Shut my eyes tight and feel the tear

While one aspect of my life prospers, the other sinks lower and lower in to submission. There are fine lines all over the back on my forehead, wondering if I have to pick a choice in my life. I adore my dreams and ambition, but I dream of possibly having someone there for me and vice versa. Will I settle for second best ? It pains me inside to settle. Perhaps it was fate which lead me to finding out, what I should know before pouring my aspirations fully into someone I barely know.