This is pretty awkward for me to talk about, and I totally understand it was nothing special to wail about. Today, I manage to accumulate some level of bravery and say a soft but certainly audible "thank you", when the door was held open. It may seem insignificant to the normal, rational me but at this current stage, I feel great. It feel amazing to move past that silence stage where I would not utter a single word. I am so happy today for no apparent reason. Its not like holding the door open was anything special, but it gave me the opportunity to speak up, when I had never dared dream.
I am glad, I have moved past stage one of mustering all my courage to say something, anything at all.
j Y
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