No Saint Here

Don't say the words which I might end up believing. You asked me if I was ready, but perhaps you are not. It already has begun hurting me, and it is sad to see myself whithering away. 


Once, I thought you would be a mistake I was willing to make, but now you have becoming my biggest 'what if'. I just thought.....you would be different. Well, you are. It's baffles me how you manage to break my heart before things get serious.


I hate to tell myself this, but you would need to watch me as I go. I desired to know you, but these days I don't seem to know you anymore.

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