When I spoke to you the other night about being afraid and scared, I was really telling you how I felt – afraid and scared to move forward with you. For me to think of moving forward with is a huge step for me and I mean it when I think it. It’s the kind of fear that we are two individuals living different lives all these while, and we might move forward by being at the wrong state. We could be at wrong states of a relationship.
You, it would be your first relationship. Being the first, you could love me till pieces or you could be surveying the field. For me, I am at that stage where I want to quit breaking anyone’s heart – including mine. I want to be in the relationship to make things work, for us to have a real future together. I’m not saying or thinking of getting married just yet, but at least I would like to be with someone whom I may like to spend my life with.
I love the way you make things seem to fun and easy. When things are difficult, even for yourself, you are like the calm between the seas. The way you tell me to come kiss you, gives me butterflies. Your kisses on my lips and skin make me go weak. You independence, provides us the opportunity to be individuals in our own right. Patience doesn’t come to me easily, you breathe patience all around. Your command and insistence puts my mind at ease.
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