Why did you have to pick me? Why did you use me? You said you did not intend for it to happen, but it feels like I was used. I have trouble keeping myself afloat, and now you weigh me down even further.
I know it was about time. I just knew it, and I was right. My senses seldom fail me.
You think I am a toy to be played with, to entertain your boredom. I might have been the toy once, but I grew into a human. Being human, I have emotions, feelings - I feel disappointed. I feel useless. I feel used.
I never told you I suffered because it wasn't worth your knowledge.
I am so tired of being your punching bag. You have beaten me up in so many ways - I cannot express. Am I a rag doll to you? You make me hate myself so much. You striped all my confidence away.
j o e Y
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