"Then I am not interested in you calling me"
"I am not pissed at you, I am just not that interested in chatting with you then"
"Sometimes I might not say things to avoid people getting hurt"
"Let's just continue trying to be friends......we barely know each other anymore."
Lately, there seems to be some massive stress regarding how I want or need people to persieve me. How I want people to view me may be an uphill (up the Mounts of Everest more like it) task since most people have a clear (although distorted) perception of me.
It's so sick being in the role where everyone thinks you can strive or satisfy. It comes to the point where I no longer exist and no longer human.There are times where I enjoy my fun a little to much, at the cost of my vivid personality.
Sometimes I can get really pissed at how people present their statements. On those not so good day, the above reply is what you might get. I had it with so many people and it is so frustrating.
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