Starting work at the dawn of the morning brings much joy. The office remains empty till 8.30am, where there is an hour and a half to chill back. Today, instead of a leap of heart, my faith leap bounds for a single prayer. Moving up and down the corridor doesn’t seem to have that calming effect. Walking up and down the pathway can’t keep me smiling.
9.00am was when I came back in the office. Nothing has changed since then. Nothing. Not a person extra on the side of my floor. The leap of faith crumbles and deteriorates within 15 minutes. The remainder of the day belongs to the dark and twisted side.
Every time I stood, there was indeed someone missing. The feeling crept slowly, consuming every last bit of energy I had in me. Never thought that the exhaustion I faced today ever existed. It broke my soul, my mind and my emotions. Work became a drag, which I have never felt before. There was a massive lack of motivation and inspiration to continue. All I wanted was to cry my energy out.
If this feeling lasted, I could lose it.
If this feeling lasted, I could cripple once.
If this feeling lasted, I would cripple twice.
If this feeling lasted, I am a crippled.
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