STOP (Thinking, Imagining and Dreaming )!!!

22nd June. Manage to scrap by it with very little thoughts of you (except for this exact moment). The good thing is that even in this moment, it isn't a teary one.

Emotions 15 minutes ago: PISS to some extent. Pissed at my account manager who brought up the topic about money.

Emotions now: Thinking of my dying life. Life itself. Love life. Social life. The only thing moving forward is my career life. That's on a a bullet train. Large plans, with no life in sight.

Emotions later: Hopefully I would get a call. Need to talk to someone, anyone (or so I hope). My phone is already "dead".

Emotions tomorrow: Stop looking and admiring that cute guy across the cubicle at Business Tax Advisory. Keep thinking: He is not that cute after all. No seriously. He is not. Just the best among the worst? Hmmm, hard to tell. (Ok, stop talking to myself)

Emotions tomorrow at work: Oh please, pick up the damn phone.