The True Me (based on blogthings)

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Stop Walking

Stop walking when I am there, or when I am planning to walk. I can't face you. It's already so difficult to look at you - because you are so gorgeous. Now I have to time my printing.

Stop standing up when I am with my flip-flop or barefooted.

Holy shit. I know I am going to get bored of you soon. I need my jigsaw puzzle. I need my inspiration to head to work at 7.00am and leave at 8.00pm. Or to head back during weekends.

I could only see the beauty you possess last week.

This week, I noticed the flaws. The way you walk. The way your clothes hang. The resonance of your voice doesn't impress me yet.

The worst part - you know I have been admiring you out the corner of my eye. We have been parallel more times today than the last 4 weeks.

Where Do I Go From Here?

When I look at my July filing target, I used to squirm in pain and agony. Today when I had a look at it, I have about 5 more tax computations to be done up and about 5 tax review cases. Well, it makes like a little simpler I hope. I can't wait to stop and breathe.

I love this new picture I found.

Run Run Run....

You Are Running on 62% Adrenaline

Your Adrenaline Level: Borderline Dangerous

You're running around so fast, you don't realize how quickly life is passing you by.

While you may be getting a lot done, you're on the go lifestyle is probably wearing you out.

The Part of You That No One Sees is Troubled

You are compassionate, caring, and soothing. You like other people to depend on you... In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out. Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems. Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart. You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress.

Urge To Spend

Ok......decided....3-6 months time (If my interest hasn't faded). Can't buy it on the launch date like the previous one. DARN IT.

Realistic Expectations, Unrealistic Ideas

Too sleepy to type anything.

I need and want to sleep, but there is so much to do, with so little time to spare.

Thinking of heading into office tomorrow at 7.15am. But I know I will be too lazy.

The lack of network doesn't help. I hate going in the afternoon. BTA will be there.

OMG, the noise level. God knows if "almost perfect package, wrong branding" will be there.

Just want to sleep. zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzZZzZzzzzZzZZzzzzzZzzzZZZZZZZZZzzzzzz

OMG OMG OMG, I actually bother waking up early to blow dry my hair.

I actually bother thinking of a way to grab his attention. (And probably make up for the blow up at the hospital)

Shouldn't have bitched about BTA, and he was there. I keep seing him.

Distingtively remembering the glance when I said "I am from BTC Group B"

Remembered the bright yellow Nike shoes, The Star newspaper, his smile from the x-ray room.

Note to self: Get some rest. Sleep deprived, hence attention is focus on someone.

Note to self: Kick the infatuation. NOW. ASAP.

50 minutes to go,

40 minutes to go,

30 minutes to go,

20 minutes to go,

10 minutes to go,

8 minutes to go,

6 minutes to go,

4 minutes to go,

2 minutes to go,

Please just ring and I’ll pick the call,

No matter what time it is,

Every year I go through this,

Once a year,

It starts out great,

Dwindles down to dust by 11pm,

When 11.30pm come,

I’ll be picking up dust,

Counting the pieces as I lie awake.

Damn

Wanted to blurt out something, but I am suddenly having this massive brain hemorrhage.

Then, this thought about so many people comes to my mind.

It involves:

All the people who SMS and MSN me

The only person who dare call

The person who made so many promises but never stuck by the promises

The person who is in UK, the person who was a major fling 'flingy'; and

The person who clearly can't pull off a pale yellow shirt.

Today is the only day I manage to "escape" from work, because I could not have given a damn who saw me. I am there till 7.30 or 8.30 daily and even Saturdays'.

And I feel ill...........................................................damn

What's in Your Name?

The results are so stereotype.

You Are Seductive and Ruthless

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

Feel Like.....

Feel like having a barbeque party.

Feel like getting intoxicated.

Feel like sleeping.

STOP (Thinking, Imagining and Dreaming )!!!

22nd June. Manage to scrap by it with very little thoughts of you (except for this exact moment). The good thing is that even in this moment, it isn't a teary one.

Emotions 15 minutes ago: PISS to some extent. Pissed at my account manager who brought up the topic about money.

Emotions now: Thinking of my dying life. Life itself. Love life. Social life. The only thing moving forward is my career life. That's on a a bullet train. Large plans, with no life in sight.

Emotions later: Hopefully I would get a call. Need to talk to someone, anyone (or so I hope). My phone is already "dead".

Emotions tomorrow: Stop looking and admiring that cute guy across the cubicle at Business Tax Advisory. Keep thinking: He is not that cute after all. No seriously. He is not. Just the best among the worst? Hmmm, hard to tell. (Ok, stop talking to myself)

Emotions tomorrow at work: Oh please, pick up the damn phone.

Save-Slash-Splash ?

Ok...there is this little thing on my wish list which can make me a happy person for a few months. The main problem is that I don't really need it. A new mobile phone (Nokia N97) is what I am talking about. I do love Nokia, and I really don't need a new one 6 months down the road. Buzz me some sense. Crazy, just kicked in. So Nokia Malaysia has said its recommended cost would be a staggering RM2,480. Oh well, I need about 12 months to accumulate that much, after tax deductions. Counting my "sacrificed" lunches.

The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown

BREAKING NEWS:
Dan Brown's new novel
THE LOST SYMBOL
To be published by Doubleday this September
New novel by the author of "The Da Vinci Code" and "Angels and Demons" will have a first print run of 5 million copies, the largest first print in Random House, Inc. history.

PRE-ORDERED 

(as expected)

To all the people who were thinking of getting me something,

This is another thing that seemed to have slipped by your finger. 

Argh.....15 September 2009 seems so far away. 

Thinking of a Connection

Oh.....stop stop thinking of any connection that ever existed between anyone and anywhere. So many degrees of seperation could be shruk into a minute few by knowing the right people.