Don't let that feeling wash all over me again...I spent too long keeping it away, but it feels like that feeling that I miss you is standing outside the door.
Don't open it...it can bring no good to me.
It's Day 66.
I do occasionally still think about you, but I surely can survive without you. I learnt to give myself the apology I never got from you.
Even though, I must admit I would do things differently, if I could turn back time, to see if we had that future.
I don't resent you anymore, just that you occasionally cross my mind with the question of "what if".