25 January 2013

To new beginnings.....

All I want to do is smile. Am I reading the situation right? Are we both flirting, or was it just me?

It's nice to go out with a guy, who actually seem to have my safety concerns prioritized - from the safety of my bag, to how I slept.

It was not exciting or illicit as I would normally go for, but it felt comforting and safe. Something which I haven't felt in a long time.

Towards the end, I actually started to feel the giddiness about going out with him for a drink.

To a happy ending?

Happiness is only short lived

Do I look like I m happy?
Believe me when I say I m not.
I see tears every other night.
I see the end every other month.

Hearts content

If I could see you, I would tell you that you have meant and is a crucial part of my life. It might take you aback, but I had loved you since.

Could we try again? We were great. I just love you so much. I love you.

Moving forward

I can't sleep thinking of how everyone's life is moving forward, as I watch from the same spot.

I'm petrified of life, to live it, to love it.